This has been one of the roughest years ever. I’ve had to deal with so much, and I’ve lost so many people close to me. Through it all, though, I’ve realized how many people aren’t really my friends like I thought. I’m only good to them as long as they need something; any other time, I don’t exist. One thing is for sure; from this moment on, I am going to put most of my “friends” in the past and move on to the future looking for actual friends. Ones who want to spend time with me, talk to me, etc. ALL the time, not just when they need me. I’m done making time for people who won’t make time for me unless it is benefiting them in some way.
I want someone provacative and talkative, but it’s so hard when you’re shallow as a shower.
I so wish I could see them in concert again!
I miss just holding hands! It’s so simple, but so comforting and meaningful.